just vented pretty fucking hard on my private tumblr. But I still feel like shit so whatever. I can just sit in bed and cry and feel sorry for myself all night.
can i be 10-15 pounds lighter. Can I not be fat. Seriously no matter how much I workout and how long I go without eating nothing happens. Fat forever. Im like precious and I want to die.
Looking into a mirror and realizing how fat and ugly i am and how much i want to die. cool.